Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.

it's at the moment, you let yourself believe only one person can satisfy your needs.


i don't knw why, i think i'm perhaps just down on luck.
everything today didn't go well.

why must a team sport be so individual?
everytime it's only the same few coming down for trng,
gng for matches.
if a team sports means leaving 6 on field everytime,
thn i think we can jolly well quite the game.
what's the point of doing all this,
whn we are not playing as a team?
it's not like we don't have our own things to do,
if there's valid reason like something pass away or whatever,
tht's definitely excusable.
but thn agn, those excuses are always
like work, sick, not free.
you think we like to go down every sat to just play matches?
we would like to do things of our own also.

i don't knw how long this kinda things are gna continue.
i'm seriously sick of it alr,
if this is how a team sport,
and how ppl show team bonding;
i think i'll jolly well quit it.
fair and enough,
what's the point whn it's always the same ppl putting in the effort?
whn those who doesn't come,
& just bcus they do well in A match,
the credits goes to them?
some may be naturally talented,
but if tht's all ppl see.
i don't think there's a need for me to strive so hard anymore.

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